Getting over the blahs

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Once again I've disappeared for a long time... and once again, it's nothing that couldn't have been avoided if I pushed myself harder.
The school year took a big toll on my mental health, which I'm sure I've already complained about far too much, and this summer so far has been mostly just decompressing from an entire year of awfulness and coming to terms with personal problems.

In addition, the past two school terms, I've gained a lot of weight... I've never been this fat in my life. I know it doesn't matter because I'm still decently healthy and still look good (and my boyfriends agree I look good =P), but it makes me uncomfortable when I realize most of my clothes don't fit, or that I can't run or walk or even stretch as long as I used to without getting tired.

However, the rest of this summer is going to be completely mine to deal with as I like. Spending the next two months with PhoenixPyre in Texas as I am, I have most of the days to myself while he works. Now I have time to write, to exercise and even to draw!
Drawing has been the most difficult thing for me for quite a while besides writing long prose. I've only been able to do poetry for ages. But now that I'm literally gonna be bored at home unless I do creative stuff mostly, I'll probably be more productive... even on the plane here, I felt like drawing and doodling again, and I even put out some things I actually liked.

Here's to hoping that continues!

And now that I'm done venting, I'll move on to another journal later for actual news...

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MixedMelodies's avatar
I agree with the goose; you deserve some nice time with your special someone (s)! >w</ Remember to keep hydrated and all that jazz; water is important and even if you do like..two glasses per day it'll help. : D 

Wishing you the best Candy! And if you ever want to vent, you know where I am!